Once upon a rainbow

Name
call me huiying kristine orange wilbur fire snowstar duck bean~!! ;]
i love all the colours in the RAINBOW!

Loves
myself.... <3
my boy boy :) --> AN <3

hates
inorder to maintain my image
shall not type any.. haha..=p

NO~~whispers~~
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I am not a greedy person..
just wanna to stay happy and...
do well for my studies.. :]

I'll melt Myself & flood Your heart...~.

The *stars* will be ALWAYS shining for me in the sky..

It is just ABOUT how u PERCEIVE me...

There is an APPLE dropping from the SKY..

I'm going to search for a place with a sea of *STARS*..

Somewhere over the SKY..

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Saturday, August 04, 2007

do u think JC life is that easy?? huh?? take over me for a week and try out my life in JC then~!! just for a week.. let me have a good rest for a week...thought that home was a place where i can rest and left all my stress and stuffs down then wat turn out to be a place where seeing unwanted people and getting scolded by nth?? what is this???~!!! im starting to hate home now, i might just don't want to go home after school, i would rather stay in school... there sin't even a person i can talk to.. looks like life indeed changes. even those closest to you..

JC is not a pathway that guarantee u a place in university.. but is a more direct pathway~!!! and this is only so if u put in 100% effort or even 200%.. and no one said poly is a place for stupid loser or whatever, for a moment i wanted to go poly, but who are the ones kept asking me to choose JC?? saying going poly will be a regret??? and now i've made my choice i know i have no way back, all i can now is to walk through this asap and pass my A levels pass it well... i may hate JC but i have to and i will make sure my A levels will be as good as my O level..

i am not smart~!! but i am willing to scarifice my time and commite to my work. i am willing to be called nerdy.. i am willing to scarifice the time for movies, i am willing to scarfice the time hanging out with firneds after school, i am willing to scarfice my time spent on computer and watching tv, i am willing to sacrifice the time with kaian, i am willing to sacrifice my sleep, i am willing to sacrifice holidays.. i am willing to scarifice all these and spend them all on my work.. i might to stupid to do all this just in exchange for good grades but at least i know what i am doing i know i want to go university so suffering now to exchange for a better life after A levels.. then after that i can be free and do what i want...

JC is too much of a burden i fear skipping school, i am scare of missing lectures and tutorial.. even just 5 or 10 mins.. i scare that i may just lost in class and everything will go down the drain... i am really scare but i know i can.. i want to go university and that is where i will be in 2 years time so i determined... neither do i like to be compared or compare with people this will only make me feel wat?? inferior?? i dunnno...

think again.. am i happy???

shalalalala' Saturday, August 04, 2007